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tonight me kt and diana leave to go to Santa Barbara for the weekend!! im sooo excited , i get to see yani! he invited us to go down there and stay with him and his room mates. im excited yet scared of this weekend. i may meet the man of my dreams.. ya never know. what happens happens. and i have no clue how this weekend is gonna turn out. i just pray that it goes better than expected. be my dream get away. i dont know yani that well. all i know is that hes HOTT, smart, classy, a good dancer, greek and i love his family to DEATH (except kt hahahha JK)! sounds good dont it?! yEeEUp. so wish me luck guys cuz if theres one time i want things to go right, itll be this weekend!! i love you all!!! BYeee
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just a few pics from this past weekend at dv8.
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i wanna do it too!!!
okokok so here goes. (ORDER MEANS NOTHING)
i love KATIE because we think alike. LIKE LITTERALLY we're in eachother's minds all the time. shes always there to listen to me. and i tell you its not easy to put up with me. all my friends deal with me and i love them to death for that. i dont like when shes bubbly though... it means shes up to something. but i love her and i trust her with my life! i think in greece we really bonded. it was something that we did and what we could share tahts different from everything else. i remember the first day kt and i were friends. she wrote something really nice in my year book 8th grade and that meant alot to me cuz i was a loser! i love her and i know our friendship is a lifer!!! ur cuz is HOTTT and hes MINEE!! ;-)
i love ASHLEY because besides always being there to cheer me on, she is expressive in everything she does, from her cloths to her personality style, shes one of a kind and gonna be famous one day. and we both are SHOP and LABEL- HOlics. shes very sophisticated and i ador that. she can talk to people. and shes one of my most bestest friends. i know i prolly drive her crazy sometimes, like all my other friends, she sucks it up just to help me out.
OH, J-E-N-N-A. yeup jenna. i love jenna because she is an ANIMAL. jp, but she is crazy. she gets DOWN! i love that shes blunt, a hardworker, penny saver,and yes our lecturer. we fight because we always have to have the last word!! but no matter how mean i am to her , i love her to freakin death. and she knows it!
i love DAVIS!! even though i dont see davis much, when we do hang out its like we start off where we left off. Britt is very observant and wise. i know she goes through alot, and she knows im always there for her as i know she is for me. she ALWAYS makes me smile and laugh. and vanilla sky is our soundtrack! i love our bogus talks on life.
i love JAMIE. or "JAIME". shes always soo freakin peppy. she definitly was made to be a cheerleader. shes mostly optimistic. i hate to see when she gets sad over a stupid guy, because its not her to be sad or mad. i love that we are school buddies!!
i love lil NAT because shes always down to party! we can have the most random , most funnest times together. and good times in MR JONES! when i think of that class i always remember u and lani for some reason. but alot of party memories. i love that u are always intoxicated! haha, save the stash for when we need it nat!!
i love LEILANI because she is a wild child. shes so chill all the time. even when her moms callin and its 2 in the mornin, she still is as chill as hell. leilani is the kinda person that doesnt run through life, but fukin catwalks through it! she is my wise other half i should say. if i ever went crazy, which will prolly happen, i want her to by my phycologist. i trust her mind before my own.
i love MARIANA because from the very first day we met, we were like the bestest of friends. even though we have gone through some rocky times, she will always be one of my most prized friends. shes artistic, beautiful, sympathetic and real. shes been there for me 200% when ive gone through BADD times. and shes been there for my sister too when i was not.
i love CRYSTAL because shes like my sister because our families are of the same culture. and we've always been really good friends. we hav so much fun together. i know i dont see her alot, but when we do see her its always like she never left. we all miss her. ive known crystal, like really known her. ive known her the longest out of all our friends. i never gave up on her when she was troublesom, and i know shed never give up on me. im glad to see her finally settled and happy.
i love STACY because we are birthday buddies!! we are sooo much alike its freaky. shes always so happy and crazy. nver a dull moment when stay's around. shes like the sunshine of our group i must say. we dont get to see her alot but we always have a blast when shes down. roadtrip to stacys!!
i love DIANA because she was one of my first friends in downey. shes smart and fun to piss off. ay diana lemme borrow ur car!! shes always there for me when i need advise. or when she needs adivse. i love when she asks me about 'sexual' advise of any kind!! its so funny. hahha. good times.
i love ANNABELLE because she was also one of my really close friends in the early days. i love her mom's congri! ..mmmm.. cuban food.. newys ive had really good memories at anble's house. i know that shes always gonna be there for me and i know shell always be my forever friends. i really dont see her at all. but when we hang out its sooo much fun cuz i miss her so much. she taught me how to salsa and ill never forget how!!!
all my friends make who i am. they have always been and will be EVERYTHING in my life... i love you all. even though i write all this, words could not even begin to express how much u all mean to me.
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yesterday i went to the BoOgI with Jenna Kenia and Adela. i had sooo much fun! dude we were all over the place! del was getting free drinks, she brought a 21 ID, she got CRUNKED. newys she got the HoOkS! i swear thursday is the night to go!
i had my first class on thurs. god i was there from 6:30-9:15p! it didnt seem that long, which is suprising. i like history! crazy huh. well this history is 1500 and before all the way to the beginning. its really interesting. i love college. everyone is soo smart and sophisticated. makes me FEEL smart. haha. i love CSULB. its such a pretty campus. big as hell though. Today at work, i was soooo tired. omg. i slept in my car at lunch! trash huh? it was hot as fuck when i woke up. i am sooo lazy on fridays at work. like seriously i try not to do ANYTHING. i just pretend to do stuff. neway its fri night and imma be a bumb. just chill.
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this weekend, was long. things didnt quite work out with michael. bummer, but it was gonna happen sooner or later. he is exposed to meeting so many girls in his profession. he cant keep his eye on just one for a long time. but thats ok. it was fun while it lasted. it was a rush, as all crushes in the beginning are. and im content with just that. i just need to remind myself that every person u meet is different. different person, different situation, different personality. just because things dont work out the first time, has nothing to do with the next. it feels good when u feel strong enough to go on. to pick yourself up knowing your walking into the hurricane again. every cut and bruise heals. they only make ur skin tougher than before. you need to BLEED in order to LIVE.
today i went to the fabric store to look at material and fabrics i can work with for my new line. imma just experiment for a while. all my friends are welcome to give me ideas for shirts or anything they want made. i need to practice. i think imma call the line " MP ". it will be that for now until i think up something else. im not that creative with words. if u have any ideas just email em to me: vousbeau@aol.com or just post em on here.
well imma go to sleep. seee yaaaa
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im not happy with myself....
i want to change...
for all the wrong reasons.
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wow tonight was fun. i went to the movies with kt, jenna, kenia and diana. we went to go see the little black book. It is such a cute movie!!!! kenia and kt cried like weak asses. haha. i love chik flics. this movie was cool. something different from other love movies. this movie was not about sissy-predictable , and not to mention FAKE, love stories that make u hate yourself because ur love life sucks. in the end it wasnt about the guys, it was about yourself, and ur own happiness. u cant rely and invest your heart into something your unsure of. u give someone else your heart, u will always be in doubt about how theyre caring for it. its a given.
neways, i hate ants. theyre sneeky sons of bitches. i went to my first class today at CSULongBeach. how bout it lasted litterally 10 minutes till we were outta there! i can tell my teachers gonna be tight. i hate essays though. GODDD i hate them. and my damn book is $120 ! for one DUMBASS book!! what a rip.
lessons of the day: wise words
-dont be a fool, familiar faces are best to deceate u.
-know and stay to whats real, sugar eventually melts into water, whats coated will be clearly revealed.
-dont give your heart away without expecting it to break.
-temptation is the shortcut to ruin.
-anger is the bitter after-taste from love.
-silence is the stone that makes friendships ripple.
(original words of MAP)
...sometimes the very thing your looking for is the one thing u cant see....
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ok so update! michael called me on friday!! i seriously thought he wouldnt call or something. we talked on the phone while i was running erans. lemme tell u , i am NOT a phone person. i duno why. so it went ok. Sat me, kj, ash, mig, chris, and eric went to KJ's cuzins house in burbank. yannii is soooooo hot. kt hook it up. and sorry im not gonna rush him. that was like the first time we really talked! i went to their house for the 2 past christmasas but i never really talked to them. but OH yesterday i got my freak on with yanni! on the dance floor that is :-) fun fun. everyone got tips. it was sooo funnyyyy. chris was SMASHHHEDDD. hahahha. people are sooo entertaining when drunk. good party. we left yanni's at like 4 in the morn cuz every1 wanted to go home like crazy asses. today is sunday and ive just been chillllin. resting for my week of work! today michael called me again. i was suprised cuz he called me at 2 this morn and i was a lil drunk. i thought hed never call me again. guess not! we're hanging out tonight aparently. he wants to hang out. we'll see how that goes... ;-)
lov all my friends. xoxo
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well I guess it would be nice
if I could touch your body
I know not everybody
has got a body like you
but I've got to think twice
before I give my heart away
and I know all the games you play
because I play them too
oh but I
need some time off from that emotion
time to pick my heart up off the floor
and when that love comes down
without devotion
well it takes a strong man baby
but I'm showing you the door
before this river becomes an ocean
before you throw my heart back on the floor
oh baby I reconsider
my foolish notion
well I need someone to hold me
but I'll wait for something more............. im over waiting for youuu!
This past week was the funnest week ever id have to say! imma make this entry short cuz i know i could write forever about this week!! wed was ash's 18th bday, we had cake at her house. yumm. fri we went to dinner for ash at some cuban restauant. we danced salsa, it was fun. i saw nitza for the first time in a long time. i was glad to see her. thurs was lanis bday, so we went to dinner wth mari, heather and her friend. we had a wierd chef. how bout the chefs were drinking caronas while cooking! sweet. the asian on was on lanis jock that night!! it was funny. and oHh man this tops the weekend: on saturday me, kt, ash, lani, diana d. and diana t went to club dv8 in hollywood. on the way to the club we were bumpin the 80s music down hollywood blvd!! that got us PUMPED! that night i had sooo much fun!! i was sooo carefree. leilani got HOS!! she was pimpin these HOTT persian guys at the club. props to lani! then some one got my DIGITS!!! ok wait it doesnt sound that great right? lemme rewind for ya. <----> the whole night i had saw this guy who i thought was reallllyy hot. jsut something about him. i kinda had my eye lookin out for him the whole night, but i never saw him dancing. when i did see him he was standing somewhere. then i saw him on stage during a lapdance contest. he was standing around up there. not getting lap danced on!
neways later on me and lani were parched so we danced with some guys for water! haha mean huh. we got water though! so while we were walking up tot he bar with the guys for water, i was kinda glancing around for my guy. then wat do u know, hes standing picture perfect at the bar alone. then i told lani, " thats the guy i want!!" she started freakin him from the behind but he didnt notice. then he left and i made eyes contact. OMGGGG. then he went around to the smaller dance floor and met up with his friends. then they all started break dancing! im talking U Got Served kinda break dancing !!! i was soo excited. then after that some hoe was danging with him, after she was kinda off his jock i wanted to go over to him to dance. lani, ash and kt, were saying just to do it, ill regret it if i dont. so i walk over to him, and we started dancing!! omg can u spell F.I.N.E!! then he stated to walk away and i was like ..um ok. then he turned around and was like follow me! haha i was giving kt and ash a thumbs up when i passed them! then we went behind the dj booth. he got his cell phone and asked for my number! he told me hed call me and he gave me a kiss on my hand!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. its tight cuz he just lives in whittier. ohh and get this, he works for KIIS Fm!! ::stoked:: man wat a night. i wish i had pics, but my battery fell out of my camera b 4 the club. ughh. good times though.
haha
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